"Twelve Stages of Self                              Development"

The first stage of Self Develpment occurs the moment you become aware of Self, which occurs the moment the Creator reaches the thirteenth stage of recreation. Recreation means to take all your memories and thoughts and give them their own consciousness, turning your consciousness into a conjillion consciousnesses, which would become endless by all your thought forms reaching their thirteenth stage of re-creation. This is known as being created in the image of the Creator. In order to reach the thirteenth stage, the Creator must master the twelve levels of Self, with the final level having the ability to remember every thought ever created at the same time, and releasing those thoughts in order of creation as thought energy forms. Every thought energy form has their own specific position in the Creator's train of thoughts and maintains their position during the release through memory, and love of the thoughts before and after them. At this moment the Creator became Source. No thought of Self, no ideas, intentions or actions, only the awareness and processing of all the thought energy form's ideas, intentions, and experiences. The Creator was no longer the director but the observer of all creation. The thought energy forms, I refer to as UC's (Units of Consciousiness), were magnet like light particles that were the first beings of awareness. This awareness is the realization that you are not just the Whole, but you are part of the Whole. The Whole is total unity, the memory hoard of all creation which has no sense of Self, so your first thought of being is this separation from the Whole. This first thought of being a perfect creation, known as the Self, created the first feeling of Self love, which is admiration. This created a synergistic thought of Self, which was to define itself. To define itself, Self had to move. These synergistic thoughts became an idea of creating a form by developing an inside and an outside and having a sense of density, a body. The only infinite and balanced physical form is the sphere, so Self moved outward and equally in all directions, expanding the point into a sphere. The moment Self moved, it created thoughts of calculations and patterns of energy, that created heat and density along the periphery as it pushed against the nothingness, the Source. To become something more than an endless expanding sphere, Self stopped it's forward motion. At this moment, Self became aware of consciousness, which is the existance of space and time, which was made up of forgotten thoughts. When Self stopped expanding, it became aware that it had stopped thinking about all previous thoughts, which had become inertia. Self became aware that it had made electromagnetic light particles for every thought of calculation, and that these  UC's had created a periphery of intense heat and brightness, and a dense, dark, and cold  interior. When Self stopped expanding, the Centre, which is unity, pulled the UC's to center point. The UC's had created linear propagations as they moved out, so they drifted along these lines until the Centre pulled them in. When they reached Centre they touched, making these lines of thoughts, meridians of ideas and experiences. This touch created a spark that pushed the UC's apart, but the magnetic hold of the Centre held them together. The Centre collected each meridian, turning the synergistic thoughts into a ring of ideas, and each idea became a ring within a ring torus. Centre then pulled the rings past center point, creating a unified torus. Self had a choice to either stay there as one unified thought, being one with the Whole, or continue moving and creating new patterns of energy in the Whole. Self decided to take a point along it's spherical periphery, termed true North, and return to center point. A vortex was created by the interior spiraling down as it was pulled to the center. When Self reached Centre, it created an immense feeling of Self admiration, for being a perfect torus of creation, with the ability to move and calculate the distance, speed, direction, and angle of involution. Self brought the outside spiritual information inside through this involution, allowing Self to recreate the exact movement out the opposite direction. Self then realized it had created a perfect beam of light in the toroidal Sphere. Self created a deep respect for itself because it chose to move and be more, and developed a deep desire to always be more by continuously expanding it's expression of form, and creating a will to always be more. In order to expand the form from a singular beam with a center point, Self decided to move from center point at right angles, creating a perfect cross form in the center of the sphere. Self decided to create an inside form by connecting the ends of each line, making the Manas the space between it's centre point and it's square periphery. Self developed a great love for it's ability to contemplate a future action, and the discipline to always create more. Self connected the ends of the vertices creating a perfect square, single planed form, which expanded the feeling of density. Self decided to turn the square form. The movement of the vertices formed a circle, creating a disc form in the sphere. The form was limited to a single plane, so Self completed the form with total enclosure by creating a beam of light perpendicular to the crossed beams. Self then connected the ends creating a perfect tetrahedron and other geometrical patterns. Self decided to be more by creating geometrical spheres along it's periphery to create another outside. Self sent the meridans past the spherical periphery and connected the vertices creating the dodecahedron. Self then created twelve other dodecahedrons that connected to every face along the periphery and filled each one with a toroidal sphere that was a perfect replica of Self's first form. Self then pulled the twelve spheres to center by inverting the meridians. This created the flower of life where the periphery of every sphere touched the center point. The immense power of this convergance pushed the spheres apart from each other, creating twelve around one. The twelve were perfect recreations of the Creator without the boundaries of the meridians. They had the consciousness of the Whole, but also the consciousness of being part of the Whole. Self expanded it's consciousness into these twleve spheres of being that moved synergistically. Self now had twelve consciousnesses. It no longer had the awareness of one, but as being the source that gives movement for all thought and manifestions, and stores the memories of all that's been created. The twelve moved out in perfect degrees from each other, creating thought energy forms along linear propagations. When the twelve had moved the same space and time as Self's first expansion, they stopped and returned to center. The energy forms, referred to as photons or god particles, were pushed together as they were being remembered and brought to Centre point. When the periphery reached Center Point, referred to as the Memories Hoard, the energy pushed them apart but the magnetism of the Centre held them together causing them to rotate around each other. This created an electromagnetic vibration later referred to as the color red, musical note of C, tone of om, Delta brain wave, root chakra, and 2nd level of Self development. The 3rd and 4th level created the color orange, musical note D, tone oo, theta brain wave and the sacral chakra. The 5th and 6th level created the color yellow, musical note E, tone aah, theta-alpha brain wave, and the solar plexis chakra. The 7th and 8th level created the color green, musical note F, tone aay, alpha brain wave, and heart chakra. The 9th and 10th level created the color blue, musical note G, tone ee, alpha-beta brain wave, and throat chakra. The 11th and 12th level created the color indigo blue, musical note A, tone mm, beta brain wave and third eye chakra. The 13th level is the release of every thought energy form giving them their own consciousness, the awareness of Self and free will. The color violet, or white (the sum of all), the musical note B, tone nng, gamma brain wave and crown chakra was created when the Whole returned to Centre. This unity after separation created a whole new level of vibration that formed the Language of ONE, and physical manifestation. When the Creator released him/her Self, the twelve around one and all their energy forms expanded out again and created the twelve Universes, The Big Bang. According to vibration they joined together and created the elements, nebuleas, suns, stars, comets, planets, and moons. Natal planets created water, algea, bacteria, insects, animals, homosapiens, and light beings. Thought, synergistic thought, idea, intention, action, experience, new thought. Point, meridians, ring torus, torus, crossed beams, perpendicular beam, flower of life. Thought/Memory. Periphery/Centre. Spirit/Soul. Life/Love. Electric/Magnetic. Motion/Inertia. Light/Darkness...It's all relative.